Really feel awful today. The most negative I've been in a really long time. Don't want to continue to struggle. Ready to give up on life. I don't feel as if I've accomplished anything. I feel that my whole life has been a waste. Who have I touched? What lives have I changed? What good am I? I wish the LORD would take me home. I don't want to be here anymore. All those who depend on me would be better off without me. I would get to spend time in Heaven, basking in the glory of the LORD. What could be better than that?
LORD, please help me to get past this depression. I know that you love me. I know that you have positive plans for me. Why can't I just accept that in faith and enjoy what I have in peace. Jesus said he came to provide us an abundant life. My life doesn't feel very abundant. I'm not blaming God. It's my fault. I lack faith. I can't or won't trust. God PLEASE HELP ME!
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